Wednesday, May 27, 2009


heyx. frenx. and whoever u rre reading my blog.. is being a time i have update? does it ? .. hahas.. dunno lahx.. dun care oso.. hmmx... dunnox whyx.. feeling so moody these daes... haiix... feel like bursting in2 tearxx... haix... but juz cant... and oso dunno whyx... probably peer pressure came upon me ... haiix... dunno wads up with me these few daes... is being mood swing, mood swing.. and more mood swing... suicidal thoughts ran across my mind... and neither do i noe why... almost fell from a height ... and dunno why either !! haiix... any creatures out there can take my burdens away ?.. haiix... zzz... todae.. normal sku dae ... got wushu.. and came back tired and weary... probably not used to de quiet silence or moment i had these few daes at home.. so so so creepy... and scariie... haiix,,, wth lahx,.. showered and out i felt coldness while i didnt even on any fan or air con?? ...like really damn weird.. haiix.. am i thinking too much? or is it ... haix.. nvm wad ever is tat ... i dun bother anymore i gues.. and im like starving now.. haix. juz dun feel like grabbing something to eat though with the stomach calling for food... haiix... sometimes i do wonder, why my parents even brought me here... errrrrrrrrrrrxzzzzzzzzzz .................. into this world... ... .... awaiting for sth,. yet i dunno wad... zzz... wad do i wan in this world ?... i still dunno de answer.. haiix... arghx!!!!!!!!! suicidal thoughts!!! would u juz shoo de fucking out hell of my mind !!!
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And.. Happy BDAE DADDY !!