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Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Hey peeps.
Really not in a good mood right now. Sigh. Someone please talk to me or sth. I am suffocating. Why can't he just understand. Or am i the one at fault. What is he thinking. Can someone please tell me. Don't he know how to read between the lines? We have been together for so long yet he still do not understands me? Wtf is this?! I hate people who break their promises. So what is the point of "i promise" since it is meant to be broken. I do not wish to argue with you. It has been so little time for us to spend together already. And now we are using the available time to quarrel?! Seriously? Is there a need to? You keep repeating what you said but do u act it out? Maybe u did but i just do no see it. Or even i am a lousy girlf. It just seems to me that you are always the good guy. And i am always the ill treating girlfriend. Do you think that saying " i will always love you no matter how bad you treat me" is going to make me happy?! So can i infer that i ill treated you? Is that what you are trying to bring across to me? Did i not treated you well enough? Ask yourself. Reflect on it before you start saying the wrong things and dhen tell me thats not what you meant. I do not have high expectations on you. I just wish you could understand what am i feeling. Is that so difficult? Really? Sighs. In whatsoever case, i assume that you are not going to go out with me tmr. Anyway, i do not think that it will bother you hurh. So have fun.
If i have treated you so badly, why still hang on to me. Isn't it hurting you. Like i am sort of torturing you. Or are you just waiting for me to say it? If u are, just tell me straight. You know i hate people beating around the bush. What are you exactly thinking. You keep your feelings to yourselve. And do not share with me. In a rls, is about sharing. Reduce ur apologizes and start telling me what you are thinking. So what if i get jealous easily, it does not mean you should not tell me at all. Do you know it hurts to know that you have met someone else before telling me. i know it is better than not telling me But do you know it would have been better if you have told me beforehand. Like i have always told you that i am going to meet lionel or whoever first before meeting them.
As i replied you. i would have said yes if you were to ask earlier. But, i have plans already. So enjoy yourselve tomorrow.
End Off @ 5:52 PM
Hey peeps.
Really not in a good mood right now. Sigh. Someone please talk to me or sth. I am suffocating. Why can't he just understand. Or am i the one at fault. What is he thinking. Can someone please tell me. Don't he know how to read between the lines? We have been together for so long yet he still do not understands me? Wtf is this?! I hate people who break their promises. So what is the point of "i promise" since it is meant to be broken. I do not wish to argue with you. It has been so little time for us to spend together already. And now we are using the available time to quarrel?! Seriously? Is there a need to? You keep repeating what you said but do u act it out? Maybe u did but i just do no see it. Or even i am a lousy girlf. It just seems to me that you are always the good guy. And i am always the ill treating girlfriend. Do you think that saying " i will always love you no matter how bad you treat me" is going to make me happy?! So can i infer that i ill treated you? Is that what you are trying to bring across to me? Did i not treated you well enough? Ask yourself. Reflect on it before you start saying the wrong things and dhen tell me thats not what you meant. I do not have high expectations on you. I just wish you could understand what am i feeling. Is that so difficult? Really? Sighs. In whatsoever case, i assume that you are not going to go out with me tmr. Anyway, i do not think that it will bother you hurh. So have fun.
If i have treated you so badly, why still hang on to me. Isn't it hurting you. Like i am sort of torturing you. Or are you just waiting for me to say it? If u are, just tell me straight. You know i hate people beating around the bush. What are you exactly thinking. You keep your feelings to yourselve. And do not share with me. In a rls, is about sharing. Reduce ur apologizes and start telling me what you are thinking. So what if i get jealous easily, it does not mean you should not tell me at all. Do you know it hurts to know that you have met someone else before telling me. i know it is better than not telling me But do you know it would have been better if you have told me beforehand. Like i have always told you that i am going to meet lionel or whoever first before meeting them.
As i replied you. i would have said yes if you were to ask earlier. But, i have plans already. So enjoy yourselve tomorrow.
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