Saturday, March 31, 2012


I'm losing confidence in me. myself. Ever since he starts to compliment on other girls, i will look into the mirror and ask myself, what am i to him. And soon, i realise i am losing out. Girls who are more beautiful out there, girls with better attitude dhen me. So many choices. So many... ...

He just don't know. Cause i chose not to say. Blames and faults all lies with me, I start them. Every single time, i am disappointing you. As i said, Everything is My fault. From the start, till now.

Everytime I am disappointing you. And that's all you care. You never put yourself into my shoes. NEVER. What about you disappointing me? What about you accusing me? What about everything that you have done wrong. You like to rake up de past don't you?

If you like it, go ahead. I forgive and forget. But you NEVER. Only YOU disappointed? NO!
Everytime you said I always wanted to be de angel. YEAH I AM JUST TRYING TO MAKE PEACE.
AND FOR THAT I GOT MORE CRAPS.

DON'T YOU KNOW IT HURTS MUCH BY THOSE HARSH WORDS YOU USE?!

THANKS ALOT.

And for all those that happen this week. I decided to give up. Cause, I really cannot take it anymore.

Goodbye my love.